Not taking responsibility is less demanding and means less time spent not knowing and in the unknown. It's comfortable and you can blame others for your problems.
But wait... why give up your power? Take back your power to change your life and the world around you.
give yourself the permission to live the life you want.
Build your selfesteem.
Set it a goal to become the best version of yourself.
I use cardamon to help me breakthrough. It's in my tea. Have a look at what it means to be called to use this oil.